I am a what(?) person

I took me all these years to know that i am a theoretical person. I can’t be practical. On paper i sound great, but when it comes to real life, its all shambles. I have to develop a process to change myself more into sort of a real life being.

I came into learning what the world is at a very late age and it was too much to handle. Everything was new and a surprise. I accepted with open arms what ever was thrown at me. I didn’t give a second thought whether it was related to me or not. In the end i ended up ambiguous and i am in the period of transition.

All said, I thought I was hazy, but are others the same way? How can I say that others are normal and I am not. I feel the only way to understand this is study people. But, thats not my job. And it’s not easy too. As an enthusiast, if I did that, how many different people should i look at carefully. I have more reservations here. I believe that human beings choose their group based on their own ideals. Simply said, birds of same feather flock together.

So, what does that mean?? I ain’t going to change too much as long as i move in close circles. I gotta be open to more things and more people. I accept that I am not good at picking new people every other day. That doesn’t not mean I can’t do that. I am an open minded person, and I have no difficulty in approaching an unknown person for something legible.

So, all this debate brings me back to where i started my discussion. I am trying to be practical. If someone know better on how to live a real life, post in your comments. And pls, keep it simple. No more confusions encouraged.

This one is outta terms from my discussion above. Today we had a very sensitive debate during our lunch. I’d better not say the topic. As usual, I was into my shell, trying not to accept what others say and I do that spontaneously. I do that because its simple. I always think from the affected or other man’s perspective. I believe I try to understand more about life, the situation and the nature, from that point of view. While doing that, I know that sometimes I sound like an intellect and most of the times a fool.

Will this work out always? You thoughts on this too….