How do I feel?

I closed my eyes thinking about you,
I saw your face. Your face alone, vividly.
I then smiled as I din’t know how it worked.
Then I whined as you were fading away.

I cursed my mind as it dint listen to my heart.
I then opened my eyes only to see you in front of me.
Perchance, my psyche heard my heart’s appeal.

Transfixed was I, l’king at you, unaware of what to do.
I had then asked you, to sit down with me, for a while.
For which, you laughed and said no.

I fell out and started laughing like a charlie.
A whisper and then you vanished. Only this time, I wasn’t worried.
Lucky me, I already captured the image of my life.

Here and there,
I see your face;
Then and there,
I see you smile;
Day by day,
I talk to you;
Night after night,
I sleep after you;

Second after second,
I think about you;
Moment after moment,
I laugh around you;
Age after age,
I die in joy;
Time after time,
I incarnate myself;

Every time around,
When u say, “I’ll kill you”,
I die and resurrect;
If those words go untrue,
I’d die an eternal death.